close my eyes; nothing changes. i still need a break, i think? i have a very large butter stain on my favorite grey shirt. since it would leave a grease stain i did the trick i heard while working in retail not too many years ago: put baby powder on it. i hope it works. right now nothing matters except making it 22 more hours and crawling into bed. and sleeping forever and ever. if i never woke i almost wouldn't be suprized.