there was a time when this day was an unfathomable nightmare; but here i am living in this present-time with no way to change our future. the thoughts of those days, nights, months, years spent together in a silly and lustful world in which we lived brings the utmost pain to my heart. it was yesterday wasn't it, don't tell me its been 7 months or 200 days or 5000 hours. take me back, i will take you back, back to any night. this night, remember it was halloween, one of ours! cider, rum, friends, foes, fires, family, us. i can't stand to reminisce or to think of where you are today.
i've been there. the shoes you're ab-normally small feet try to fill, they were mine. i hung them out to dry, they were only damp and still fit perfectly. when i saw you trying them on i let it go they looked cute on you, i guess it was comforting to see my shoes and you and i co-existing. you with you perfect words and pristine glances conformed everything was right and in it's place.
those shoes, however are cursed, or enchanted some may say. as time passed in my shoes you decided you weren't slipping out of them, the were shrinking becoming you're perfect fit; while i however seemingly grew out of them, for your sake.
which brings me back to you, or really, us. if we could mash these pieces back together i would, i i'd gorilla glue them.

i'm sorry.